My Little Rants

Hmm, I really wish I wouldn't have made all three of my characters now. I blame Vampire Knight, I really shouldn't read that too much. I gotta say though I really like it but most of the time I'm looking at where Zero bites Yuuki or something like that. Hmm, this was very random and more random thoughts from 4 in the morning then a rant but oh well. This topic will prolly die cause I don't actually do this that often, except on the Muse Bunny. Then again if I don't post in my journal on there they'll delete it. Hmm, random thoughts. I still need to type up that HaruxTama story so I don't forget about it.

Well I'm going to do one of the most cliche things ever in school on Monday. I'm going to tell the boy that I'm crushing so hard on that I like him through a note that I'll put in his locker. I know it's lame but I don't want to know about being rejected. I just want to tell him because I can't get him off my mind even though I barely know him and I'm sure he doesn't know mw what-so-ever. *sigh* I guess that's my life.

it better to tell him you never know he may know you and come over and talk to you. *cross my fingers for you* I hope it happenes for ya.

Oh man, I forgot about that rant. Wow, I'm more then a little embarressed about that one XD Shortly after that, when I was still confused about many things, a couple of my friends got me and one of my other friends together. That happened in early Sept and we've been together ever since. Also had my first kiss in that time XP Anyway, tryin to save this form, gonna post more cause I wasn't posting much and kinda stopped after school started.

Ugh, just need to vent. I have to get rid of my puppy cause I can't train her. My parents basically refuse to help me train her and keep telling me that if she isn't trained properly she'll kill someone. If that happened then she would have to be put down, and it would be my fault for not training her. I guess it's in her best interest though, she'll be better off somewhere else, where they'll train her like she should be. I'm tired of being told that if she isn't trained she'll kill someone, I'm tired of having to think about her being killed.

And so I give up on owning animals any more. I've had 2 cats go missing, the second one more recently, and had the first dog I ever owned stolen. I'm tired of all this shit and all this hurt from losing the animals I love. Guess in a way it's better, at least I'm not losing the people I love but it hurts all the same.

Yeah, sorry bout that rant, needed to get some stuff out or I wouldn't stop crying. I'm so lame -_-

hey, its good to let it out. in text is better. dont feel bad about it. do what you need. thats what this is kinda for, is it not? :] dont worrry so much